"She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time."-The Perks of Being a Wallflower
"Even now I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books."-Go Ask Alice
"But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating."-Looking for Alaska
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I mean, the only guy that would be touching them is gone and they don’t look bad….so, I think I’ll pass. I know, I’m so classy.
Yes, I cried more than I should have today. And yes, I’m going to miss him like hell. However, this is only temporary. I know we have a future together—so bring on the miles.
Just finished helping Alex pack—3.5 hours!—and now we’re about to go on a last lunch date/picnic. The sadness comes in waves. Like right now, I’m totally fine—it doesn’t feel real. But when I least expect it, I’m burdened with a sadness so deep it gets hard to breathe. It’s not healthy, I know, but I’m attached and having him leave feels like a part of me is being taken away (cliche, yup). Well, he’s done making sandwiches, so I’m going to enjoy my last 2 hours with him. I’ll probably be on later, so please leave me something nice to help. Hope you all have a great day :)
I have always wanted to be a red head. This semester, my dreams will come :) I just purchased dark red, non-permanent, hair dye. As soon as my sister finds the time, I will be a red head. I’m not sure how it will turn out, but I’m stinkin excited. I figured I might as well try it now since I don’t have a serious job/career (in case it doesn’t turn out well). I know, it doesn’t take much to excite me. Also, my hair is getting longer! I straightened it today; the first time since No-Hair-Care-November! It looks so healthy. I challenge you guys to try it out. It’s amazed me how much time I have in the morning when I don’t do anything with my hair.
I must force myself to focus on my lesson plans, calendar, and rationale. I will be randomly checking on Tumblr because, you know, I’m obsessed. Hope you all have a lovely day!
I honestly don’t care if everyone else agrees. The rest of my life, I will have to live with the consequences of my choices—no one else. Alex makes my heart happy; truly happy. I don’t care if we are financially stable. I am not naive enough to believe we can “make it on love” and love alone; however, love can get you pretty damn far. Money will, most likely, always be an issue, but not the main issue. If you have love, you have more than money can ever buy. I don’t care if we have a large “dream wedding”. Although all of that is lovely and I have a pretty intense Pinterest wedding board, it’s so superficial. I don’t want people who I haven’t spoken to within the past year to be at my wedding—even if they’re family or I’ve known them since grade school. I want people who hold great meaning to me, who hold a piece of my heart, who love me and I love them. And, to be frank, there’s roughly 20 people max who are that important to me. I hate knowing I want to marry him, and him wanting to marry me, but us not being able to be together right now. I hate going home to my parent’s house, relying on the phone to talk to him, and sleeping alone. I love him so incredibly much.
